Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Winter

Winter has arrived...freezing long nights..colder short days.
Its amazing to see how a little tilt in earths axis makes such a big difference.
Days ending at 10 are cut short to 4. Darkness prevails and the light fades.

I remember,not long back, it used to be sunny. Sun would set late, and the dawn would come fast too. And the color of the dusk, it used to be like a painting, full of colors.

My summer this year had two parts though.
The good part, where I used to finish off from work, rush back home. I used to wait for time to head back and some ppl used to wait for me to get back too. And then, there used to be fun, jokes, music and MaGiK.I used to smile.

Then came the other part . I still wanted to finish early and wanted to rush back, bt could hardly manage .Work just caught me in its knot.
Longer days at office and hectic schedules thwarted everything good, and I could hardly realise that the earth had started to lean backwards.
I realised why an angle with 90 degrees is called the 'RIGHT' angle in goemetry.A degree a day,and the day goes away.

Sooner I realised that Winter was up.The leaves changed their colors as their life came to an end.Winter makes everything dead.I wonder if there is really a need to celebrate halloween, the festival of dead. Every Wintery night is a holloween. Probably, halloween was originally celebrated to make children averse of the ghosts, I ll google this topic later.
Winter makes everything so static.Nothing moves or it ends even before it starts,like the day.Everything changes and so did the time. I changed the time in my clock by an hour,the day light saving as we call it.The whole country did it actually.
Everything becomes so cold, even the people in their changed clothes.All the owls are making up for that extra sleep they got during the summers as the darkness seeps in.

I have started coming back to home early once again as my office is stable now,not sure for how long it would be. All I do is to cower in my blanket,sink into a book or just wait.Wait for nothing.I had changed time only in my clock, my watch still shows me the time of summer, as I expect..no no no I hope my days of summer(part 1) are back soon.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Love Triangle

Don't know how, but this thought came to my mind today..
while on my way to office...i wondered if people use the term 'Love triangle' in a wrong way.
For all my life, actually since i started understanding different types and natures of love, I have failed to understand how a so called 'Love Triangle' can exist, unless one of the vertex isn't a bisexual or at least bi-curious.Basically 'Love triangles'dont exist..at least not in our hindi movies and very unlikely in our society, I am talking about India here...

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Another day of chores comes to an end. I reached home a lil early than I do, changed my clothes..
logged into facebook,orkut,twitter..had nothing to check..looked arnd the room..and wondered wht shd i do..
Failing to understand, i just started writing..dont knw whr will it lead to.
I am reading this book these days, don't like reading though, but it seems to have got me hooked.
Its a story of a man..who rose from darkness and made it big in life..at least thts wht it looks like, hvnt finished the book and the climax is no where near.
The books interestingly talks about the subservient mindset of people..it says how we pray to Hanuman(no offences meant here), an example of the loyal servant to bhagwan Ram.We take such a pride in working so relentlessly for others.
I looked at it a little differently. Its true we hardly complain, or for tht matter do anything about it, but we arent servants of just our employers. We are biggest servants of our own mind.
The mind, although meant to, doesn't think always. It likes to follow a routine..it likes to keep doing the same things,over and over again.This is true at least in my case. Following what has been going on and expecting the same will,forever, isn't that servile enough...
Talking about expectations..i still cant see that thin line between it and 'hope' or is it my mind which owing to its programmed nature is never able to get that..
i keep wondering.......